Nothing to report.

Well... It's been a couple days, and there is still no word from her. I don't know what she needs all the prep time for. The truth is there at a moments notice, but a good lie takes time to tie all the ends together.

Maybe I'm just kidding myself by thinking she will ever tell me the truth. The more I think about it, the more I think that she will tell me anything to make me feel beter, but never follow through.

My friend and his wife had a big fight this weekend and she is now staying at her mom's. I would like to feel sorry for them and offer them advice, but there situation seem so childish. All they really have to do is find a compramise that will make them both happy, and stick to it. They don't have a tenth of the shit that I have to deal with on a daily basis. Their situation just, to me, seems so simple, and easy by comparison.

So here I sit. Breaking my one promoses again. I promised myself that I would not wait any longer. Yet here I sit. I feel so weak and helpless. I don't even have the backbone to march up stairs and demand the answers that I desirve. I feel so small.

Thing need to change, and they need to change TODAY!