A new begining?

Today I tried to exlpain to her how I feel about her efforts. I told her that all the "I love yous" and the extra attension is much appreceated, however it falls short of addressing the cause. It is just a painkiller for the symptoms. I explained to her that these efforts started at a time when I know her heart was in a different place, so there is nothing to tell me that it is any different now. I think she understands.

She agreed to "Spill the beans" so to speak about the affair. I think she will get as much out of it as I will, if not more. I think it will take a great weight of her shoulders once she tells me the true, complete story. She said she needed some time to get her courage up to tell me, but it would not be long. I told her I would do my best to wait patiently. I know I will be able to wait a day or two, but not much longer. I think once it is all out in the open and all the questions are answered truthfully, we will finaly be able to make some real progress. I'm really looking forward to feeling like we are moving forward. I know that this is not a cure, but it is a necessary first step in that direction.

With any luck, my future posts will all be of happy news...