Lonely

Today was, over all, pretty shity. But I can't honestly say it was anyone's fault other than my own. What kind of pussy have I become that my wife can't go shopping with her friend without it sending me into a depression. I felt like such an asshole all day, because I could not shake the lonely feeling. I knew it was stupid and unjustified, but I could not shake it off. It wasn't until I got to work and was talking to her on the phone that it started to ease. I started to feel like I did the other day, when I was upbeat and happy. God, I hope my emotions settle down soon, this is starting to really bother me. I long for the days when I had not a care in the world.

I hope tomorrow is better.