Another endless Monday...

Well.... It is officially Tuesday, but to me it still feels like the tail end of Monday. But yesterday was not TOO bad. The car wash was slow so I closed it about 40min. early. Got home and lit the new grill. I cooked up some burgers and dogs. But then it was time to go to work again.

On the way home from the carwash, I started feeling sad again, but I don't know why. Usually there is a thought or a question in my head that sends me over the edge but there was none. After I got home it started to go away, but it took some time.

I've started notesing a new sparkel in her eyes lately. Her attitude seems less like an act and more like genuine good feelings. That gives me a good safe feeling inside. It's a big help. I was able to sleep pretty good lastnight.

I know we have a long way to go, and some big issues left to work out, but I've been feeling a lot better about it. I wish we could manage to get a little more time for ourselves. It seems to get a little harder each day to say goodbye when it is time for work. I feel like some stupid high school kid out on a date. But it hurts to say goodbye. I always want just one more kiss, one more long embrace, one more "I love you". It makes me feel childish, but I can't help it. When you think about it, it's really silly, the things that love makes you do.

Tomarrow is another day. I'm betting it will be a good one.