Moving forward?

After a long and painful phone conversation on Sunday night (which she hung up on me three times), I've decided to do the best that I can to move forward. There are still a lot of things that scare me every day. There are still some things that I need her to do for me. But I figure, if she truly loves me the way she says, then she will do them with out argument. And if not, it was never meant to be. I just can't take another argument where we just go around in circles, not getting anywhere. But, I also can not ignore my own needs.

In the spirit of moving forward, I think it is necessary for her to go through the house, find all the little things that she has hidden away (letters, gifts, pictures, ect) and bring them to me, so that we can destroy them together. That way, maybe we can move forward without the daily reminders.