...she is not "ready"...

So, tonight I see that she is not "ready" to read the books with me. OK. I don't understand why. What is there to get ready for? I thought that the books will teach us how the other one thinks, and hopefully make a little sense of it all. But if she is not ready, that's OK. I'll never mention it again. She can come to me when she is ready, and we'll go from there.

I don't understand how she can NOT know what has been bothering me. All she has to do is read this blog. All of my emotions are laid out for the world to see. I have nothing to hide.