Talked Again...

Well....we talked again today. I want to think that she understands what I'm trying to say, but I still don't know for sure. It still scares me that she is unable to show any passion twards me. Maybee it's because it can't be faked. I need to know that she loves me as a husband and not a brother. I think I've said all I can say to her. Anything else will just be redudnant.

I still can't believe that she went to see him. Will it never end? Will she ever be able to tell him the truth (or at least the version of it that she's been telling me)? He still thinks that we are seperated, desined for divorse. Will I ever know for sure?

All I know for sure is how I feel twards her. I have so much love for her that it is causing me to be blinded. I can't even imagine life without her. But I will not share.