I push my fingers into my eyes. It's the only way to slowly stop the ache. But it's made of all the things I have to take. Jesus, it never ends, it pushes its way inside. If this pain goes on, I'm not going to make it!
I just wanted to have someone to talk to. To help me sort through all the feelings I have. I thought she would be all for it. What a shock. Two months ago she was looking for a shrink, now all of a sudden she has this hatered. I don't understand.
posted by Broken Hubby @ 7:40 PM
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Born in Chaska Minnesota, the youngest son of an engineer turned Methodist Minister. Relocated to the east coast at an early age. Have a beautiful wife and three sons, one from a previous marriage.
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You can discuss this...you can go. I just do nt want to go. I was a wreck those first 2 weeks. Thinking we were over and all the pain I had caused you. I called every where tring to deal with all the pain. NO one had any appointments waiting list you name it. I have come to terms. But if I go I feel like I will be backed into a corner and half the time I do not think you believe me and all I say now is truth, so why should I go when everyone will be against me. Why go and hash this all up again when all I have asked is for it to be burried and move foward. I understand what you are asking and please know that I understand your need to go and I support you if you want to go I just do not want to go. i am sorry if this is making you sadder. and I know it is. Maybe I should of just kept my mouth shut and went...hearing your pain in your voice and watch you mope around now is not worth it. But I can not hide my feeling either. Let me think about this some more. I just felt like you did this behind my back is all. Made the appointment with out even talking to me first. I need to think about this more.
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