I read her blog tonight...

There was somethings in it that made me so angry that I had to leave a comment.

1. She is afraid of breaking the "no contact" rule. I don't buy it. It didn't bother her last month, so why now?

2. She says that they were "Just Friends". I don't buy it. Not one of the notes I've found (that I know are true) has even mentioned the word friend. They are all about a lost lover. Her hero, the one she has been waiting all of her life for. The one she gave her heart to a long time ago. The one she wanted to work side by side for the rest of her life with. I've found out too many things she swore to are not true to just say OK, I believe you. If she wants me to trust her, she is going to have to do the work. She has to prove to me that she can be trusted. I took her to the bank, to have her put on my checking account, to prove to her that I can and will trust her some day. But I can't do all the work myself. Trust has to be earned. And the way she has been going she will never get there.

I'm ready to do what ever is needed to make this work.

Are you?