She says she doesn't know what to do....

The pain I am feeling is from not knowing. Not knowing who she is really "in" love with.

I know what she has been telling me from the start. That she loves me and wants to be with me.

But I also know what I read. That she is still in love with him, and wants to be with him.

So which is the TRUTH. They can't both be true.

If only there was a way to remove all the lies and see only what was real. And what makes the whole thing worse is the fact that she hasen't ended it with him in a way that I could see. Maybe if I KNEW it was really over it would remove some of the uncertinty.

But then maybe she doesn't want to end it.