A Crappy Day...

Today was for the most part a crappy day. Hot. Humid, and I had to work the car wash. Working the car wash is not that bad, but I only get 2 hours to spend with the family. We had a nice dinner when I got home, which was cool. Gina and her two were over for chinese food. But it seemed like as soon as dinner was over, it was time to go to work. It just puts me in a bit of a sad mood.

We stil haven't talked. Today was not a good day for it because I didn't really have time, but we really need to talk. I need to know what is going through her head. What effect did reading my journal have on her other than her being afraid I might leave? Does she think I am being a whiny little child that can't get what he wants, or does she see some logic in what I am thinking? Can she see how it is holding me back? How I am still waiting for some closure? We definately need to talk tomarrow. We need to make the time. It can't be put off any longer.

I can't wait much longer.....