Manic Monday

Another Monday has come and gone. This one was not that bad. With the beginning of October, the car wash goes to the "winter" schedule. That means that I get to go home an hour earlier. That works for me.

I just went outside for a smoke, and it's fucking raining again!! I hope this doesn't last. I have to watch the neighbor kids tomorrow after school, and it's going to suck if they are cooped up in the house all day. Not that I mind watching the neighbor kids, they are little angels, it's just too many people in my tiny house.

I asked her tonight if we would be having a bon fire soon. Meaning that we could destroy all of her keepsakes. She said that we could burn what she found, but she didn't find much. She said that she is having trouble finding the stuff because she was trying to hide it from herself. I don't know what to make of it. Hiding it from herself? It would occur to me that if there was something I didn't want around anymore, I would throw it in the trash. I can't see how hiding something from yourself does anything. I don't see how it is even possible.

Maybe, she wants me to tell her where the things are that I know about. Well, I can't do that. It would be too easy for her to just grab the stuff I know about and say that is all of it. There is no way that I know about all of it. I keep finding more.

I don't know. We'll see how it goes.