...too fucked up to remember...

Today was very difficult. I don't exactly know why though. I was in a very low, sad mood all day. But I could not think of a good reason for it. I still feel rather sad. I feel like I have no drive or ambition. I just don't feel like waking up.

Maybe I'm just over tired. Maybe it's frustration about my marriage. Maybe I'm feeling sorry for what happened to my brother in-law. Or maybe my head is just too fucked up to remember what fun is.