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Am I feeling beter today? Yes, and no. I'm feeling better because Deb and I had a long talk last night, and I was able to let her know what was bothering me without any confusion or acusation. I'm also feeling better today because Deb was a little extra affectionate and cheery. I still feel rather blue due to the result of our long talk, though. As it turns out there is no short term plan for recovery, and the deeper we get into it, the more problems crop up that need to be delt with before we can even think about addressing the original problem. The conversation ended without any clear plan. I learned a lot about her, and I think she learned a lot about me. That makes me feel that the conversation was posative and productive. But at the same time I feel that it was very open ended, and didn't really solve anything. I guess there is nothing for me to do but try to be posative and supportive, and wait some more.